swinging makes me sick!

the river clyde runs thru Glasgow, and the clyde tunnel goes underneath it! today we drove thru the tunnel, and had to use the wipers cos there were so many drips... this concerns me!

panic has been slowly setting in over the past week or so, re: the amount of uni work we have to do. i have been on the pendulum of denial and panic, swinging from one to the other, neither being particularly conducive to getting said work done! this climaxed today in class when i almost had another panic attack, but my tutor soothed us all, and i realised the assignment i thought was enormous and terrifying is not actually, and i hadnt properly understood the task (she hadnt explained it properly though, but lets not blame!!)- major sigh of relief!

it's easy to lose perspective on life and the importance of things which really matter. like friendships, and family, and God. sometimes i get so stressed out and it takes someone or something to stop me short and re-assess my priorities!
even simply taking like, 10 mins to spend with God in a quiet place is so refreshing and really does put everything into perspective!